Thursday, 29 July 2010
Jet lag and the forthcoming blues
I'm sitting here fighting sleep. It's four in the afternoon and I've serious sleep deprivation after coming back on the red eye overnight from Philadelphia.
So words are sadly not happening cause I write three and then realise I've spelt two of them wrong! So I've changed pictures instead cause I can cope with that.
Not many pictures to show for my trip, as I really didn't do very much outside of lurking on the porch. Did read eight books though in 10 days, so a bit of slacking on a couple of days!
And bought three home for the weekend, so that when I get over the jet lag and hit the post holiday blues then I've got a place to escape back to America for a few hours.
I've been going through a bit of a melt down, due to having to stay here, so have applied for another job, it will,if I get it run alongside the other two I have. It will, whether it's this one or another, give me the freedom to pay for my yearned for trips.
And will give me a new focus, which has been a difficult thing to find where I live when I have wanted to leave it for so long. I still do, but nothing can happen now till next spring.
I realise that I have to make contact with real people a bit more, especially locally and not be so dependant on the internet to supply my needs.
Which in itself is threatening as I feel a bit lost as to what I can do outside of visit all my friends in far flung places, which is what I adore doing.
So brain storming has got to take place about making where I live a more sociable place. This of course will be sorted by another job, but if that doesn't happen then it's going to be a challenging few weeks as I look for stuff when I've shut myself so firmly down here.
Too many words for my poor tired brain for today. Going to walk the dog instead!