Thursday, 15 July 2010
Endings and beginnings
There are always endings and beginnings
Life is guaranteed to end
Something starts and we have hope
Something ends and we have pain
The baby cries when it is born
The family cry when we die
The circle is complete and starts again
The stork delivers the baby
The heron takes away the soul
Spring leaps out in luscious green
Winter brings decay and cold
And while we're here time passes increasingly fast
So we must take the time to stop, to breath
To take in the world around
To live each day as fully as we can
To love and laugh and hope
To cry and hurt
To feel our world, time is short
Treasure it, we have no other, we can prove.
I've loved this blog I truly have but like my words it's time for endings and possibly a new beginning.
I have tried so hard not to mind that so few people stop by here now.
I read all the blogs on my blog roll and wonder why some of them are so popular and I'm not. I write my heart out. I've tried to reach to others.
I have a very lonely life day to day, and here has been a life line.
I say to myself it doesn't matter if I don't speak to another person from Friday morning through till Monday morning I have here.
This place people will be my friend. But even the people who are my friends don't comment anymore.
Rarely do people contact me first, it's always me first.
Luckily for me I will be going away next week to spend time with my beloved real friend, so I can lick my wounds and think how I can make my life easier.
And also luckily for me there are a few people who I know will take the time to maintain the relationship we have.
Here despite my caring for it doesn't care for me any longer and that makes me very sad and lonely.
I will shut it down, but not until I've had time to make a record of my own words as I did last time.
So please don't bother to leave me any goodbye messages here. I had them all last time and most of them were as phony as hell in telling me how much I'd be missed.
If you are in my life somewhere other than this blog then I'm more than happy to keep that contact. But here is done