I'm all written out
There are no more words.
There are plenty of feelings,
The love of the people I've met, some here alone, some only by email
And a few treasured real encounters that have led to seriously good friendships.
This may be a temperory stop or a full stop .
I may just put photos up here
I don't know
So here will stay till I make that decision.
I know I don't have time to get to see other people's blogs and I feel bad about that.
I can't even tell you how I've run out of time, but I have.
Probably I knew it was time to halt last week.
Some horrid event happened to me which made me feel very stressed and unhappy.
And in the past I would have run here and poured my heart out till I felt better. I would have written up the theraputic journey I'd been on to help others when they encounter stress.
But I couldn't be bothered, I felt bad, I worked on myself, I found a solution and I feel better.
Here wasn't needed.
I know over the last five years I've written close to 200,000 words and I'm now currently done.
What does need writing is my therapy self help book, so that is where when the need to write moves me I'll go.
In the meantime I can be found everyday at http://byrdsbeautifulworld.blogspot.com/ as photography is my passion nowadays.
So for all those people who first passed by here.... Rob,Chris,Ellie,Vi,and many more thank you. it was a pleasure to meet you in real life.
To the people who came along later.... Kerry,Sorrow, Geli, Robyn, Paula, Nicky; the people who I consider to be the real friends I have made here, even if I've still to actually 'meet ' two of you I hope our friendship is there for a long time. So you'd better get to Philly in July Paula!!! And the UK next year Robyn!!!
And to the first person who ever commented on my blog, who started blogging two weeks before me all that time ago. The person who I risked meeting to go walking with, all those years ago.Who made me realise I could meet strangers who I'd only connected with words before, and they would be as lovely as the words had lead me to believe they were, and not mad axemen! The person who is a dear friend to me and who puts up with me pouring my heart out on our walks... I'll see you later at the birthday bash Trousers!
You all have made the last five years of my life ,when it has probably been as tough as a life could be, easier with your love and care of me. And I know I couldn't have done it without you
A walk with Sorrow in Virginia
A walk with Trousers in Macclesfield Forest
A walk with Geli in Herringdorf along the Baltic Sea